I will not give up

Today and in the past few months I have been suffering from Challenges and trials. Some are results of my wrong choices and some are out of my control which meant to happen.

There are moments that I breakdown and blinded by the pain, guilt and regrets. But I am choosing to bear it with the Lord. I am trying to figure out what he wants to me learn, I accept that these things should really happen, I might not see what good it will do to me but I trust the Lord for he's mysteries, I know for him I will be best.

I will just ask God to take control of everything, that I might not fear for the things that I am worried I have not took action.

I will not give up to choose the right.

LOST AND IN PIECES

No Love song can describe how broke am I..

No one can understand my life's crises..

Everything just hurts..

My mind says, Give up!

My heart says, Go on!

What a comfort If everything might just end,

If God would consider, everything might just fall into the right places, right back where it belong...

I am still having a nice piece of strength..

A tiny speck of hope...

A little bit of dreams.....

A left over sanity....

No one would like to live in my crazy Life...

and I am too ashamed to God for I make the same mistakes...

Lost and in pieces.

I am excited for The Breaking Dawn..

Hello

It's a rainy afternoon, but been busy making money.